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Transparent Eyes
Tags: dream mikko

*Mikko looks into my eyes*

Me: "I know i have transparent eyes...its because my soul was taken long ago..."

Mikko: *shakes head* "No...thats not what it means at all. Your eyes are the gateway to look into your soul, and I can see everything. They are transparent because your soul is trying to break free and unleash itself of a burden"

 

Transparent eyes..transparent eyes......it kept on echoing and echoing as lines in a poem....

 

 

 

 

This was my dream last night. When i opened my eyes this morning, "Transparent Eyes" kept on echoing in my mind. I could not remember the poem that was in my dream, but i did remember the conversation between Mikko and I in the dream, and the phrase "Transparent Eyes." I then got up, ate breakfast and as i just got breakfast, Mikko phoned me. We then made plans to hang out for the rest of the day. So hours later, we were at my house, laying down watching tv in my bedroom. I was kinda just looking at his face..not really his eyes, but at his face (as odd as that may sound). He then looked at me.

 

"Hum?" I asked

"Nothing, just admiring your eyes" He said

 

We then just continued laying there, watching tv. About a half hour before he had to go, we got to talking about past relationships (very vaguely..not in detail..more like the heartbreak of it and comparing it to our relationship now). I then got to talk about my depression and the hardest times in my life and everything, and about how i thought i was in love before when in reality it was just strong infatuation.....So basically i just ended up opening up (no sexual reference..trying to be serious here) to him a little bit more. Sure, he knew things before, but i now got to go into detail. I guess you could say, a little bit of my soul was finally unleashed to him.

 

Was this just a dream? Was having transparent eyes just a "What if?" question in my mind, or is it a reality? Did he look into my eyes, see my soul and get me to break a part of it off to releave myself of a burden i had on myself? Because when i woke up this morning, i did have this feeling of heavy emotion which i had no clue what it was...

 

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