kay I need to waste 20 minutes before i can leave for school, so i guess ill blog...

Basically things so far are going smoothly..i was so hyper last night that i didnt fall asleep till around 3, but when my alarm went off at 8 today I didnt just hit snooze and fall back asleep till my mom woke me up..i actually got up on my own for once in my life What's sad though is that for the hour and 15 minutes since ive been up, ive spent a majority of that time infront of the mirror, trying to perfect everything. But what's even worse is that last night i spent even more time infront of the mirror then i did this morning to get ready for today. Does anyone eles find it really superficial that i refuse to step outside the house without spending an hour and a half the previous night combined with 45 minutes or so in the morning in front of a mirror, trying to perfect every flaw? Of course its impossible to completely perfect everything, yet I still try my hardest without ever really thinking about it. But High School is so focused on looks its rediculous. As soon as I step inside of Westgate, theres going to be all sorts of comments about my appearance (Emo, Goth, etc). But I'm pretty used to the comments, so I'm not dwelling too much on them. I just find it sad that I've fallen somewhat victim to societys obsesion over appearance.

Anywho I guess I better start to go. Ill try and blog later.   

-Kristal