kristalstjean @ MindSay

kinda shitty day

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candy

tired

hey

well today wasnt one of the greatest days ever..ill tell u y..

i fell asleep AT LEAST and hour earlier then yesterday, but was 100x more tired today then yesterday. so i had trouble getting up, which always sux. I got dressed and the works, then went downstairs, 10min. before the time I WANT to leave at, and i wanted to choose sumthing healthy for breakfast, so i chose granola ceral, which takes alot of time to eat, so by 10min later i had to pour the remining ceral (about 3 spoonfuls) in trash because i needed to leave. but when i got upstairs to bush my teeth my bro was in there so i had to wait a min to use it..so i eventually left 10min after the time i wanted to leave it, and managed to get to get to school JUST in time..honestly i sat down in my chair..about 5 sceonds later the bell rang lol. anwyays i was REALLY exhasted in french i nearly fell asleep but by math i was feeling better up until i was doing practice and i got reallyy dizzy for a few seconds gah..anyways so then came lunch..i was went downstairs as usal and siad hi to everyone, then i wnet upstairs to meet up with the others, but ryan and cole werent there yet, so i went doen for a bit more, then came back up to meet them again, and i ended up meeting them in the hall..rite away the first thing my friend said to me was "omg im so pissed" and i aksed my friend y, and this perosn said part of the reason was there friend being a dink to that person, and the other part because this person had over heard some people talking shit about me in this perons class Smiley Its not the part about people making fun of me that is upsetting me, its the fact that these people dont even have the guts to say it infront of me. like seriosuly if u have sumthing to say to me say it infront of my face not behind my back. thats y i try not to do that stuff anymore beause of that reason it hurts peoples feelings..and that friend wasnt the only one to hear that stuff..another friend heard it to and that perosn was mad as well. And to top that off, in dance class one of my good friends i was working with told me that a grade 8 back at westmount heard that when i tryed out for the dance team i sucked and that grade 8 was making fun of me as well k, that made me even angryer because that grade 8 wanst even there how could that person say i sucked? and whoever told her i prob. didnt know cause when i started out i was friends with 3 kids (but new 4 or 5) so whoever told the grade 8 didnt even know me so sumone judged me without even knowing me so yea that made me just a little unhappy..once again im not mad about the shit being said im just mad that people are judging me without knowing me and saying shit behind my back without even knowingme (the person that was saying shit behind my back that 2 of my friends heard doesnt know me to well either) but w/e..anwyays after dance was gym and we had to go outd\side in at least -15 degree weather but we wereonly out there for 15 min cause it was cold and people were too cold to play, so we went inside and watched some health videos and stuff instead

After school i wanted candy..i didnt acre about my healthy eating stuff.i just wanted candy so sumthing would go my way..so i ended up egtting an areo bar and something to give one of my friends. But as i walked home i stopped off at the store to get sum more stuff too..i got 2 cream egg things, and a kettle corn (jalapino and chedder) chips and thats about it..