kristalstjean @ MindSay

Stressful: french and gym were stressful..in french i had 1/3 of my exam today (the listening exam, worth 8%) i think i did REALLY good on it though so thats good, and today in gym it was my groups turn to teach 1 period..soem people were unfocused and not listening so it was stressful, but it wasnt as bad as yesterday in my opinion. o well though.

Exhasting: i barely get any sleep at all. i go to bed at 1 and fall asleep around 2, then get up at 8:30. Then sum days i have to walk to school (not many this week acuse of the cold) then my last 2 periods are dance and gym, and weve been working even harder in both classes, cause the groups that lead the class usually want to torchure us (lol my gruoup kinda did to) so the last few days ive been so exhasted that i just lay on the couch for an hour aqlmost asleep..thats what i did today..i ate sum cookies (lol) then just layed down..and then my dad saw me and tryed to put a blanket over top of me but i kicked it away lol but then i had to go to my piano lessons (i had to switch to today instead of tomorrow cause of my dance recital thing tomorrow Smiley ) so i had to try and make myself awake again, which i did pretty successfully lol so yea

Fun: well, today was fun because instead of doing anything for math all we did was mr. pittman told us some topics we needed to know for our exam next week then we talked for the rest of the period, and all of us went back to our old spots instead of alphabetical order, so i got to talk to sean and deedra, which is always fun lol today when mr. pittman was just talking about sumthing seans mp3 (which was on full blast" went off and started playing this dance sond..kinda like numa numa lol that gave us a laugh lol but anyways today at gym was fun, me sean and deedra went to my locker then back downstairs to the tech wing where i spend lunch and just before we got there, we were going down the halway and we saw ryan lol so i made a running jump to hug him cause i was hyper lol later though when i got to the tech wing alot of crazy things happen..like nigels "chick jeans" and we took pix aha lol what also made my day today (and ill warn u this mite sound sappy and girly) was that in math as i was talking to sean and deedra once again we talked about westmount like we do alot, and i got some stuff out..one of the things ill never forget what sean did for me: what happened was there was this person back at westmount that used to make fun of me alot, and this person realy lowered my self asteem (never fully recovered i am sad to say) and this person had a dad who was very involved and cared alot, and i said "if that kid's dad knew the things that he said to me.." and then sean told me "well, actually i told him already, and that persons dad was wasnt too happy" wow i didnt thank sean enough...that made me so happy to know that his dad knew and was going to do soemthing about that, cause i REALLY dont want ANYBODY to be harassed like that..it was pretty brutal..but anyways im going to stop moaping and complaining now and talk about sumthing me deedra and sean talked about: we mentioned my "transition period" which sean was apart of, and how much i changed since last eyar in apperance. Sean was apart of it, and a few others that got to see my changes from grade 8 to grade 9.. and if u saw me in grade 8 then saw me now, u had too agree: i changed dramatically. And even sean was a little flustered too, but honestly i like what i changed into and i dont think id go back. But the weird thing is that last year i never used to wear makeup, and one day i came to school with black eyeshadon and black eyeliner on..everyone kinda teased me about that and from then on (even though i never wore that stuff again) i was considered goth but now that i look vback on it i realize that if i do something liek that now i mite be able to get away with it cause ive changed step by step by step at a time, from balck clothes into dark hair and stuff, so i realize now if i wear dark makeup its not going to have that much of asn impact.. im already considered emo/goth/punk, so yea..maybe i should wear that stuff and see what happens