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OK the last 2 days have been really messed up and have changed the mode in my life from simple and routine, to complex and made me wonder whats next. To make this blog more organized  ill divide up this blog into sections to explain them all NOTE: this blog is going to be very long so u mite want to go to the bathroom or get some coffee or sumthing now..

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ok lets start..

The Jessica Situation

OK well yesterday i was sleeping in like i have been doing on these holidays when i got a phone call from Jessica at 1:30...she wanted to know if i wanted to go to the library. I said sure, as soon as i got dressed and ate and such. So around 2:30 i met up with her..and her little brother donovan Her little brother really got the both of us on edge.. Anyway me jessica and her little bro. first went to the library..she was going to get a whole pile of books but she only ended up getting 2 or 3. I also got 2 as well, but they were alot thinner than jessicas. Anywho, afterwards we went to macs and such, but it wasnt till later when things got odd and complicated..right as she was walking me home she told me to delete all the pix of her, and said she said there was something important that she wnated to tell me but couldnt cause it would make me cry (this is rite afetr i said if u say u hate me id be very upset) so that whole day after that I was very upset caus ei thought she hated me and stuff..one would naturally assume that right??

Well it turns out she doesnt hate me cause she phoned me today and even aksed if i wnated to hang out with her tomorrow..BUT there is def. something wrong..I was telling her about how i tried the clear nail polish I bought with her yesterday and she said she didnt even really remember anything from yesterday. I also asked her why she used to like pics of her being taken and now she hates them, but she just told me that she used to like getting her pic. tooken back when "her soul was happy" (thats how she put it)

I think all of you see that something is wrong here, but i dont wnat to jump to any conclusions cause they may backfire I'm not exactly sure what is up..i just wish she would tell me, cause i want to help

Eating Healthier 

Ive benn trying and trying to eat healthy,but its not working!! its cause for the last few days ive been hanging out with my friends and they always want to go to like macs or robins (robins was today with amber and a couple of her friends (followed by boot skating) so fun) and its kinda hard to eat healthy there..but whatever i think ill just start when school starts

Ill have a few more days of freedom

Reading

haha ive been reading soo much lately i read 2 novels since last night.. they are called No Problem (by Dayle Cambell Gaetz) and California Diaries: Maggie (by Ann M. Martin). I loved both the books their really good ill explain what they are about:

No problem: A grade 11 guy named Curt gets  addicted to drugs. This starts happening when his baseball coach gives him some muscle relaxents for his shoulder and he abuses them. Then he gets into cocaine when an older woman from his work invites him to her place for a bit. Eventually that develops into a full blow obsession with all sorts of drugs..

Ca. Diarys: Maggie: A daughter of a producer ends up making alot of new friends (alot of which are older) and ends up joining a rock band

Lol well i'm done blogging for now. ttyl!

-Kristal