hey

well today i worked at pinewood again..just got back a half hour ago. It was pub night and i had to help serve drinks..dont worry lol thyere was no alcohol there..it was non-alcohlic beer and wine coolers..if there was alcohol i legally wouldnt be able to volunteer tonite Lol i love pinewood..everyones really nice. The funny this was that one of my sdupervisor has the same name as me just spelled differently lol that was kinda ironic

Anyways for u who have been reading my last few blogs jessica called me 20 minutes ago. She doenst even remember us hanging out on friday Obviously somethings wrong but ive tried to get her to tell me but she wont open up. I really wnat to help her but its impossible..everytime she says she wants to tell me sumthing the next minute she changes her mind and shuts off from me..then the next day shell phone me and ill ask her about that and be like "o i dont even remember that day." Like ok if u have a problem its ok to be shutting down from people but dont run away from somebody (who u know and can trust) when there trying to help u, then call u up 4 days later and pretend nothing happened. I'm sick of this. I've tryed to help and whenever i do she acts like she hates me then 3 days later she calls me up and says she doesnt even remember..i hate that. Im sorry if u have a problem but come on thats rediculous. Me and her have been friends for a while now and its so different know how she acts. I mite still hang with her but i dunno..im sick of this roller coster of emotions. Its pure bullshit.

well thats all for now im out. bye.

-Kristal